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Thursday, December 12, 2013

Answering the BIG QUESTION!

So there have been many people online, in person, or during my cam shows asking me "would you ever go bareback on camera?" It is a question that all gay stars face at one point in their career. It is a huge decision to be a part of the "unsafe" side of gay porn. The question for myself has been "Am I a hypocrite by not doing it?" 

Let's all face it the fact that at one point, or many points, in time, we have ducked or been fucked without a condom. And don't you fucking DARE say you didn't enjoy it. Speaking of what happens off camera, I've had plenty of times in which I've gone online looking for a crazy wild condomless time. Most of the time, I just jack off at the pics and sign off and temptation is gone. But there are still the times in which I've not been as strong against the temptation. I've done things that people may or may not have guessed at houses, hotels or bath houses. I've come back home ashamed of some of these times and scared shitless for the next 3 months. I've been beyond blessed to have come out fine so far. However I'm still in a window time and yes, I'm nervous.

Now let's talk about on camera. I have never done a bareback scene in my 3.5 years of being in porn. I've seen many studios either open the option or completely change to bareback. It is a very popular market. On set, the models are not stupid enough to ever purposely go onto a bareback set either untested or untreated. Gay porn has always been like a brotherhood to me and to do that would be the upmost disrespect or irresponsible action anybody could do. If somebody was to do that, most likely he'd be blacklisted, or at least I hope he would be. Nevertheless, we all take care of each other and make sure all precautions are taken into consideration.

Being a condom only actor raises a little bit of pressure, especially with those certain off camera times. I see people I've talked to and work with do a scene or two bareback and to be honest, I'm jealous as fuck! Who hasn't watched Antonio Biaggi and and wished he'd use his cum as fisting lube for your ass? In my experience, I feel my sexual tension for that kind of play rise. If I can't do it on set, then I'll either angrily masturbate to such a thought or so seek it out anywhere I can find it. That is tension I could release in a more controlled professional environment, where we all know each other and take care of each other.

So now, back to the question from before, would I ever do bareback porn? I'll answer by asking you, my friends, fans and agent, who's hands do you trust me in? Do you trust the professionals at the studios? Or do you trust the partiers online or at sex clubs? To give you a simple answer, I just don't know. I am an entertainer. I do my job for you and put you to bed at night. Please give me your insight on where I should take my career starting 2014 after I'm done with this break. Until then, I'll keep on doing what I am doing for now. 

Thank you all and much love!!

Monday, October 28, 2013

Getting started in PORN

Now, a lot of people ask me "how do I get into the adult industry?" A lot of the times it is younger people my age or below that are asking me. And it is actually a lot more simple than one kid think. I can't tell you the quickest way or the statistically best way. All I can tell you is what worked for me.

The very first thing that I did when deciding to go in the porn was hit the gym. A big dick can only get you so far. Your body doesn't have to be perfect but dammit it better be the best that you can get it at that time. You must devote yourself to fitness and discipline yourself in that way before you should even consider stepping on screen. 

Secondly, you must decide on how far you want to take your career. You can either do a few videos and then drop out of the scene. You can stay in it for a few years before you fade out, however, within those few years you better make them damn good and really explode. Or you can start out strong in the first year to calm down a little bit and go slow and steady but always remain in the game. Eventually you can work yourself behind camera by wanting to know more behind the industry than the sex.

Lastly, you must promote the hell out of yourself!! There are two websites in which I used in order to market myself, and Twitter. Get your name out there as quickly and as strongly as possible. What may seem as a cute little iPhone picture could be your complete Kickstart.

Monday, October 14, 2013

I'm back home!

I'm so incredibly happy to be home!! I'm able to go to my old gym and clime Pinnacle mountain again. I'm loving it all! I'm seeing old friends and trying to make some new ones. One of my favorite things do to around here is scout for new models.  I plan on trying to find many and even bought an HD camera and wanna work on my camera skills here at home and maybe start doing a couple films on my own. Got some time on my hands so why not? 

I have also decided to join the sisters of perpetual indulgence. The Arkansas branch is just getting started and we are going to be known as the diamond state sisters. I've also starting working with local drag talent, Chichi Valdez. She is really awesome and I live working with her so much!! Definitely at new friend. 

Along with this, I'm also hearing a lot of stories of guys my age or younger dying early. The stories behind these deaths are stupid. I do know there are worse stories out there, but these still bother me because they're at home and could have been so preventable. 

The first of these stories is the oldest. About 5 years go, an acquaintance, Joey, had died in a car accident. He, from what I was told, had mixed multiple bars of Xanax and drank a bunch of beer and went out driving. He wasn't even 20.

I was told a story from 6 months or so ago in which a high school football player from somewhere north of me hung himself during erotic asphyxiation. It happens, but one wouldn't expect someone that young to do it. There's precautions to every fetish, in which in some cases can lead to death if not taken.

Most recent was a guy I went to school with, Sam. He died last week because the girl he was cheating on his wife with grabbed the wheel of his car. He wrecked and the steering wheel crushed his chest. She had the nerve to go to his funeral. He was 25.

My last story involves a 17 year old who I worked with today at Taco Bell named Nathan. Yes, I'm working there for some extra financial security till my next shoot comes along. Anyway, the entire time he was there, he walked around with heavy weights on his shoulders. He's really small and so cute. He didn't quite finish high school and I fear he's on a path of depression and self hate and destruction. Or maybe just not caring. He turns 18 in December. He stayed quiet and kept his head down. It's not even the fact that he's cute that makes me want to get closer to him. Something is telling me to help this boy. Something is telling me to care for him . Something about him breaks my heart. 

All of these deaths were the result of lacking one thing, discipline. The boy up north from me (never got a name) simply needed somebody to show him the correct precautions to or had somebody with which to share such a dangerous fetish. When caught cheating, Sam's wife could possibly have used pain, in bdsm form, to make him sorry. I'm a bit ashamed to say, but I don't have too much room to speak there. I wasn't the best boyfriend to a wonderful and deserving man and will take this chance to make it known to the world that I'm sorry. I'm a better person than that. And as for guys like Joey, I'd rather have them worried about their next porn scene than their next high or buzz. 

Like I said earlier, I got my own HD camera. And I ditto the last thing I said about Joey and guys like him. I want to give them more to look forward to. For people who need fetish discipline here, I've got the perfect guys to teach them everything they need to know. Once done properly, I would love to capture it. I would love to start capturing a lot of my own content. I would like to do this in order to keep guys and girls busy and something more exciting to look forward to. Looking forward to become models for this art form. 

I would like to start raising some funds to help out with Sam's family. I would also like to raise some funds to help Nathan, Who is the guy that I work with at Taco Bell that walks around with the weight of the world on his shoulders. I cannot stand to see someone who is so young and so full of potential just walk around with such little hope for his life.

 It is not my obligation to help these people that I barely know but it would still mean a lot to me if I could do something for them. Please help me show condolences for the grieving family of Sam Kitchell. And also please help me to help other kids and young men and women my age, possibly younger, have hope of something in life that they could surely look forward to more than their next high. All I'm asking for is just a dollar or two from each of my Twitter followers. That alone would help so much with a grieving family or a hopeless young teen. Anything that is left over after helping these young women and men and this family get on the right track will go to the Arkansas AIDS foundation. 

For the young men and women that I am trying to support, your money will simply go towards supplements and proteins from GNC that they can use to help really Kickstart their fitness goals, as well as a gym membership. Some of your funds may also go towards being able to pay those who agreed to allow me to shoot them and be my models for whatever work I have coming up. They will also go towards paying someone to edit the videos that I shoot, as well as any fees for getting the website up and running. But the first and foremost importances are Sam's family and the people that I am trying to help have a new hope their lives. 

So if you choose to donate please send the money to my PayPal accounts. My email address is One dollar is all that I ask from each of you. So if you feel this is a cause to believe in, please donate. You could be helping a family. You could be helping a teen or young adult get a second wind when they've lost hope. And you will be helping Arkansas AIDS foundation.

Thank you so much for reading this and I pray you help us out here in the diamond state.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Folsom Street Fair

So for an update on what's been going on, I was able to celebrate Folsom and my birthday at the same time! The street fair was amazing!! 
No, I did not work for this year. They did, however have a fantastic booth! The picture above was not from them. I was actually too intrigued by the performance to remember to take a picture... Sorry guys at Kink!!

I did spend quite a bit of time between he Raging Stallion booth and the Top the Hole party above Hole in the Wall. I did grab some pics and a little video while walking through with my phone. 

It was a truly amazing experience! As for some pics from the Top the Hole party,
Mr. Pam has shots in an enema bottle and little Mexican piss queen, Draven Torres is ready to accept. 
See!! PIG!!!
And Tony Buff with his predator look! Oh who wouldn't! There were some hot guys there! 
And my very very close friend, Leo Forte, lives for the applause as the co-host of this fabulous event. His roommate, Richard Navais the I the main host.

Mr. Pam!! I love you so much!! I love how we hang out more and more when I go to San Francisco!! Probably shoulda had somebody take this pic for us at the end of the party...


P.S. I got fisted by JORDANO FUCKING SANTORO!!! I got a little crush, even before... Shhh

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Ft. Lauderdale Pride

It's pride weekend here in Ft. Lauderdale and the party is just happening right down from my house. Wilton Dr. is completely shut down and there are gay boys and girls everywhere!!

I'll have to admit, I'm kind of a bore but I'm more of an observer now days. But every now and then I like to participate in wild and crazy festivities. For example, tonight, Met a black man with a large snake! He even let me hold it for a while!! You could say that I was more than eager to hold it! 

Well, other than holding a cute black man's snake, there was some pretty damn good southwestern egg rolls which didn't survive long enough for a picture. I am however still a little hungry and there's a lot of food tents around 

So if you're not at Ft. Lauderdale pride, you should be there. At least go check it out. That's if you can find parking!